Wow. Little me is so happy right now. I’m walking during Fashion Week this February in NYC… an event where I’ll be in the fashion capital of the world, walking the runway in the spotlight the way I always dreamed of! When I pause and really feel this moment, I imagine sitting at a table with little Kiwi. She’s wide-eyed, hopeful, dreaming big, a SUPERSTAR! And across from her is the woman I’m becoming.. The superstar version of me is finally experiencing her dreams, the exper

This morning, I noticed my mind moving fast before my body felt fully awake. Instead of trying to stop I go within asking why. I’m becoming aware of when my nervous system is activated and choosing to slow it down rather than letting it run the show. When I notice that feeling kicking in, I pause. I ground myself in what’s actually happening in the moment. I slow my breathing. I tap through it (EFT). I move my body. This isn’t about being calm all the time. It’s about interru

Tonight my heart is full of gratitude for my Memaw. She’s my best friend in the whole world. My right hand. My partner in crime. We’ve traveled everywhere together … through so many states, autism walks, big moves, and even all the way to Florida. I truly wouldn’t have been able to do any of it without her. Not a single piece. Whether it was helping me with the girls, stepping in financially when we needed it, or just being someone to talk to when life felt overwhelming … she